2007-09-27 - 10:22 a.m.
Tomorrow will be good. Day kinda blows.

I don't want to do my homework today. I don't want to post online for my Special Education class. I don't want to study for my Ed Psych exam. I don't want to write my autobiographical sketch for my student teaching application.

I don't know what I want to do, but it's none of those things.

I didn't sleep so great last night. About a half hour after I fell asleep, I had a nightmare. Some guy was standing on my bed and had a spider dangling from its thread in his hand. He was going to affix the thread the ceiling directly above my bed and then the spider was going to come down it and bite me.

I woke up after I screamed "No! Don't!" out loud and sat bolt upright in bed, just like people in movies do after they have a nightmare. A girl across the room giggled at me and I tried very hard to see in the dark if there actually was a spider on the ceiling above my bed. Those stupid dreams are so damn realistic. There wasn't a spider so I eventually stopped breathing so hard and went back to sleep.

I have the stupidest nightmares. I'm not even afraid of spiders when I'm awake. My next dream involved me getting stabbed (or maybe it was shot?) in the shoulder and dream me was all "Eh, whatever". I get stabbed? - no big deal. I see a spider? - Holy hell, get out of the way because I am going to scream and jump out of my bed.

Just silly.

I'm excited for tomorrow, despite my impending awkward lunch date. My friends and I have been planning a Gilmore Girls DVD night for weeks. We're going to watch all the episodes where they have their movie nights and eat all the junk they do. Pizza, cheesy fries, Chinese food, mallomars, twizzlers, chocolate, pop tarts, popcorn, marshmallows. Mmmmmmmm. I cannot wait. My love for junk food is only just slightly outweighed by my desire to be healthy and have a nice body, so I jump at the chance to pig out every once in a while.

I am so excited. Junk food and my favorite TV show with good friends. What could be better?