2007-12-07 - 3:16 p.m.
Or at least make me pissy and angry, which is better than sad

Blame my period.

Blame the foot of snow outside.

Blame the horrible killings in my home state at a mall I was just at a few weeks ago.

Blame the end of my practicum.

Blame my ridiculous and inexplicable insecurity about that stupid boy with whom I went on a (wonderful) sort of date Tuesday and am going to formal with tomorrow.

Whatever you want to blame and whatever the cause, I am sadder than a sack of dead puppies today.

I even almost cried. Okay, not almost. But I thought about it. Then didn't, mostly because it's been a year since I've cried (almost exactly a year since Lisa died) and I think I forgotten how, not to mention I hate crying and so probably wouldn't even if I could.

And now I'm going shopping. Which I hate. This oughta boost my mood.