2009-04-16 - 5:45 p.m.
I don't know, maybe I thought the 400 bucks I shelled out for the shower, bachelorette party and gifts was enough

I don't want to write my maid of honor speech. And you can't make me!

Maybe with the foot of snow on the way we won't even have power for the reception, which means I won't have to speak. There's a bright side for ya.

In other news, I have about 4 hours of grading ahead tonight. I don't want to do it, but I kind of have to. And it's completely my own fault that I haven't had two seconds to breathe this week at work or home. I shouldn't assign so much damn work if I don't want to grade it.

My school lost another 100 grand in funding this week. Should we start making bets on my job security? We're currently down about a million in funding. Wheee!

Current worries:

- the disaster my sister's wedding is starting to look like
- not getting all this shit graded before grades are due
- my lack of a summer job
- giant credit card bill
- the fact that my mom is "exhausted" all the time lately. What if she gets sick again like she was for most of my childhood?

And HOLY SHIT! I don't have a wedding present for my sister and Giant! What the fuck is wrong with me!?