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2009-08-28 - 9:42 p.m. So! I started on the steroid today and boy, it is awesome! One of the side effects is euphoria and for once my innate ability to experience every side effect possible has paid off! I feel fantastic! And have since about 8 this morning! Ha, I just realized that a side effect of my other drug is dizziness/faintness. How hilarious would it be if I got REALLY excited at my softball game tomorrow and then fainted? Right. I know, rationally, that would be mortifying, but the euphoria is saying "Hey, sweet!". Basically, I cannot be trusted while I am on the 'roids. Another completely fabulous things about this steroid is that while I still feel pain (it's not like being on morphine), I just don't really care that much. I had a cluster today, but was all like "Eh. I'm still overly energetic and happy". It like when I got super trashed and body checked into that door at Einstein's bachelorette. I knew that son of a bitch was going to hurt tomorrow and I just did not care or really even feel it. Yep, it's a lot like that. Except I do not feel compelled to tell everyone that I love them. Yet . . . Softball practice went much, much better today despite the fact that my assistant coach didn't show for the 5th fucking time in a row, leaving me to run practice alone. Which sucks, in case you were wondering. It just really takes two people to manage that sort of thing. I feel like we did make improvements today, though. I guess we'll find out tomorrow at our game. Which I have to get up at 5:30 AM for. Not cool. Hopefully, I'll be able to sleep. This mania stuff is crazy.
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