2009-10-04 - 6:42 p.m.
Despite what today's sermon was about, I'm still not any warmer about marriage/real relationships

I just got off the phone with Tawley. A perfectly fine conversation - except that he always opposes me on any given issue to piss me off. And ugh. I am just done.

RD chewed me out pretty good today for that, but I just don't give a shit. She should be on my side on this stupid issue. She barely knows him. I'm sick of him.

I tried. I did try. We've been seeing each other for a month - that's a long time for me. I should have picked a real fight and ended it tonight. Oh well.

Homecoming week is over - thank God! And there's only one more week of softball! Weeks free of staying at school until 9 at night are in sight! I chaperoned the homecoming dance last night - they put me in charge of coat check. What a fucking stupid thing to have. Let the stupid little morons put their useless crap somewhere and keep track of it themselves. In the course of my 5 hours at the dance, I saw one of my freshman girl's underwear (a lovely crotch shot), got screamed at (I wouldn't let this little bitch get her stuff out of coat check until she was ready to leave - she wanted money to buy water. So she screams "What do you want me to do - fucking die of thirst?!" Yes, you high maintenance little bitch, I would love for you to die of thirst in plain sight of that drinking fountain) and listened to a gigantic sophomore boy blubber for three hours about how it was the worst night of his life. Really? Not bad enough for you to leave the dance, though, huh? Go ahead and keep bawling like a baby in front of everyone - that should make your life better.

Anyway, Homecoming week was fun and all, but I'll be glad to get things back to normal.

So many things I could talk about (education reform, the new principal's personal crusade to move us to a trimester schedule, RD rearranged the living room and I hate it . . .), but I seemed to have worked myself into a tizzy and then crashed, so I'll just go and not do any of the work I wanted to get done today. Sound good? Great.