2009-10-08 - 5:43 p.m.
Soy-rizo chili to be exact. It's soy chorizo!

"I need a lover who won't drive me crazy,
I need a lover who won't drive me crazy,
Some [boy] that knows the meaning of 'hey, hit the road'."

Oh, John (Cougar) Mellencamp, you speak the truth. My attempted break up with Tawley did not go so well. We bickered about why I wanted to end things and he was just convinced I hadn't given us a fair shot and that I didn't really want to end things. Uh, yah, I do. Get over it champ. He insists that we can still hang out and have fun and I say no. He's too damn annoying and I no longer want to date him. (I didn't say the annoying part, but I implied it. I actually said nearly all of our conversations left me frustrated).

So, I gave lip service to being friends. But I know it'll never work. Know why? Because he's going to flip his shit the second I start dating other guys. Oh, he definitely will not like it. Which is too damn bad, because I am going to date other guys. I'm going to start dating other guys as soon as possible. In fact, I've got one lined up already. Basically, he's made it so that he'll be the victim who gets strung along and I'll be the bitch who led him on for so long. Yeppers. That'll be the story he'll tell so he can continue to play the victim, his favorite role.

In other news, I just ate a huge bowl of homemade vegan chili, it's snowing giant pretty flakes, my softball game was postponed, I got to flirt with a cute man at the grocery store and I'm settling in for a relaxing evening of college football and laundry. Life is good. At least til tomorrow, when the softball game that was supposed be today will be played in the freezing cold and my team will once again choke making my time out in the cold all for naught.

But until then, life is good!